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The impressive and very attractive fact that no one will know about my blog unless I inform them is imperative. Quite simply, this is the only reason I started a blog. You see, I’m planning on writing for a living. Well, I’m hoping to write for a living. And, honestly, I’m not used to being able to say just what I’d like to. Thus, this will be a learning experience for me. I will post and write whatever I choose. That being said; you’ve been warned. I have no idea what will come over me nor at what time. One other thing I hope to accomplish with my blog is to prove to my ex-boyfried *who is now my husband* that I truly and deeply love him. We’ve lost so much of ourselves over the last few years and I intend to, at the very least, create a new relationship with him that lasts through the years. At the very most I want to bring back the closeness we once had. Maybe we’ll become even closer than we were before.
If you’re reading this, baby, I want you to know that I remember every poem you ever wrote to me. I remember every freckle on your nose. Every wrinkle on your face. Every smile you ever gave me. I love you for all of it. I love you because when I look at you I know you’re better than me. You’re my missing piece when you’re not there. I dream about you. I wonder what you are passionate about. I want to make your dreams come true. I want to see you content. I love your smile. I want to hug you when you look into my eyes and smile. I want to marry you all over again. You’re the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me. Everything amazing that has ever happened to me has had something to do with you. Not because nothing good has ever happened to me, but because everything with you was so much more amazing that it paled in comparison. You are stronger than me. More sensitive than I give you credit for. More loving than I can know. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life getting to know you better. If nothing else in my life goes right. This must…it must happen.
In life; we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an unreachable dream, & an unforgettable love.
… Diego Marchi
For you, my love. You are everything.
The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can never end.
… Benjamin Disraeli
Baby, you know this one is for you. I miss you.
(Source: thecolorsofmymind)
The most basic and powerful way to connect to another person is to listen. Just listen. Perhaps the most important thing we ever give each other is our attention… A loving silence often has far more power to heal and to connect than the most well-intentioned words.
… Rachel Naomi Remen
(Source: thecolorsofmymind)
Books are the quietest and most constant of friends; they are the most accessible and wisest of counselors, and the most patient of teachers.”
… Charles William Eliot
Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. And intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you’ll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want.
… White Oleander